our time must be so evenly split between thinking our thoughts and talking to others. sometimes i choose to stay in my mind while on the bus. i feel a little judgemental by finding the person next to me less valuable to talk to than the thoughts in my head. but in order to progress we must get enough of both. so in that way, i feel justified.

lately i have been working on self improvement. well, more than normal i guess. it's been awesome to look inside and think about things that i want to do different, or get control of. besides personality things, i am also on a cleansing diet to clear out my system. today all we have had is water with limes and honey and some tea. my body feels like it is buzzing. there is something to self indulgence in the pleasures of life and something else to the strength in restraining. there is even something greater in the balance of both.